Nanna , we miss you.

Dear nanna,

The emptiness you have left behind is unbearable. Its like we are rowing a boat which has no direction and the weight we carry is too much.

Remember the last time on may 7 when you and amma have come and boarded me the kesineni bus , strangely i cried that time .It was just trip to chennai and i was to come back in a few days . may be 2 weeks . But suddenly i could not part to leave you and amma and i cried .Strange that I should cry then and there . It was so unlike me.The strange pain that i felt that day and the feeling that stayed with me from then on . A little uneasiness at the bottom of the heart which made me call and you call back almost 5 to 6 times a day . The last glimpse that i saw that day in your eyes as if you were to see me for the last time . Strange .

Now when i look back may be the fate knew that they were the few happy moments we were to spend then ..the few funny discussions and happy patches we were to spend as a family . The happiness you felt when i decided to dispatch myself to chennai was almost visible .

I was happy then , happy that there would be always a perfect family waiting for me in hyderabad when ever i choose to come back . but of course the gods are too sadistic to even save me that happiness you see , they had to snatch you .

Good for them .

Always missing you forever ,

KB.